I don’t mean to hurt you or cause you anxiety or panic attacks.
It is not your fault it is mine.
I have chronic medical conditions and physchologial trauma/barriers/disabilities that affect my thoughts, feelings and behaviour.
I am truly sorry.
I have been thru so much negative shit my whole life and have not been able to function in society as easily and “normal”as others. Again, this is not my fault. I am trying as hard as I can and am doing my best.
Everyone has their limits before they snap and do something completely opposite/uncharacteristicof themselves. That is why I bounce every now and then and have the urge/need/requirement to retreat to my “safe haven”/”sanctuary in the city”.
I have been trying successfully/unsuccessfully to establish alternative options in other geographical locations so I don’t feel trapped/isolated/constricted to the CBD and Western suburbs but I am still finding it really difficult transitioning/accepting that I am a female living with mental illness, previous AOD abuse issue, been in toxic/abusive friendships/family/relationships my whole life.
I’m not sure what your life experience and background is;
maybe similar to mine or nothing alike?
